Everything Has Beauty

Every thing has beauty
its just a matter of how deep u look to see it
in every sight u see
we percive it
it may take time to concieve it
or for God to reveal it
and he revealed it to me
when u walked through those doors
a queen with her head held high
standing out from the rest
heads turning from the passers by
glamorous in every sense
a possesor of knowledge & very intelligent
a butterfly newly entering the world
just emerging from ur cocoon of change
the essence of culture & heritage
flying above the chains of bondage
I needed to make that connection with
changed my communication plan to vonage
u have been in my presence before we ever met
I have discovered the secret
meditated diligently on what I wanted
took the leap when I saw what I could get
is it destiny, is it kismet
have I had the image of u in my head for so long that u r branded in my cerebellum
in awe I was as I sat across from u
I couldn't control my thought
so I to tellem
that this moment in time was real
an experience such as this happens seldom
so many commonalities
so many similar interest
I struggle with being too aggressive
with fear u may lose interest
and so I lay my head to rest
ready to bring in the new day
I smile at the possibility of a new ray of sunshine coming my way
my confidence doesn't sway
to just have the opportunity to spend a portion of my day
whether sharing a meal
whether rolling on 4 wheels
whether jumping out of a plane with you
whether riding on two wheel steel
all I see is fun
I want to be louis & clark & explore every portion of you
whisper sweet poems in ur ear
gcontinue familarize myself with you
I know ur able to unlock more of me
I believe u have those keys to release the shackled parts of me
so I outstretcth my hands for u to take a hold of me
I don't want to come off too strong
but my mind is being opened
soon to reveal my complexities
yes I welcome new experiences
laughter and all u bring
I am flexible i'll show to u my dexterity
tonight with energy I am wired
and yes today it is I
who has been inspired

Fasting

There's a drought within, an emptiness inside, outside there's turmoil, a need for intervention, my limited power is not enough, so there must be drastic change to alter the current circumstance, my belief relies on a higher power greater than the abilities of self, to Him I pray daily, placing my burdens upon Him, resolving the conflicts and struggles within, I fast, I separate mind body and spirit to elevate to another level, another astral plain, meditating on things above, freeing my body from impurities, I fast, take away my physical desire, for man can not live on bread alone, but on the Word of life I feast, Gods comandments I keep, to be closer to my Lord I fast, cleansing my spirit, refusing temptation, choosing determination to succeed, deciding on what I truly desire and going forth, to pursue, listening to the voice of the Lord for direction and instruction, removing all outer distractions, meditating, and containing my negative actions and reactions, I fast, asking God to remove those things in me in which he is displeased, like David I want to be made whole, be cleansed, made as white as snow, pure in the site of my Lord, and so I fast from consuming impurities, I fast from regurgitating positivity, I fast from giving the body what it desires, I fast by the strength of mind, by choice I refuse to indulge, by preference I lift Jehovah's name by giving the essence of myself! And so I fast!

A Love Deferred

Ever have deep feelings for someone but they don't feel the same connection...

It is my experience that dreams come true/a dream deferred came tru when I dreamt of you/love stories tell the tale of the inexperienced few/& butterflies float above the calm waters/ tears that cry from me not having you/a love deferred/ a love submerged/in everlasting giving of self/when love is not returned/a simple like/infatatuation and the hike/up the long mountain/i strive to find the potion/to gain a small flask from the fountain/for you to sip/and say I love you too/but my search is in vain/for it exists like purple rain/& the pain in my heart remains & leaves an ugly stain/that puts a smile on my face full of disdain/my love deferred has sung like a caged bird and now my heart sings no more/on my knees face to the floor/praying for strength to endure.

Please Excuse My Lips

Ever hear the song please excuse my hands?
Well today please excuse my lips,
I can't excuse ur lips,
the way they wrap around the straw as u sip
let this lyrical alchohol get in between ur hips
moving side to side to the rhythm transpiring from my lips
my tongue does somersaults and back flips
like a gymnast doing acrobatics, reaching climactic heights
high off narcotics
inhale the isms exhale the gisms
allow the passion to manipulate your maneurisms
this is a cataclism
a movement into sublime convections
an intimate connection
my expression is a mirror of your relection,
my words are an erection of progression
breaking down the walls of your secure protection.
I'm moving forward full force with no regression
And when its all said & done I may need to go to confession
because if this conversation continues, if the intelligent exchange ensues
it may lead to a physical session.

A Man's Pain

A woman never understands a man
neither he nor she ever plans
to venture into a death decision
left in the balance of I can't, I can
her body going thru changes
both their hearts & souls
being torn apart
not really knowing one another
they're practically strangers
& this day they meet a stranger
a innocent life mangler
all decisions made are hers
he has no choice
though he supports pro choice
he has enough love to share
but silenced is his voice
she sheds tears as this unforseen
circumstance is temporarily laid to rest
he sheds tears as his unborn seed
is laid to rest
his soul is wrent, torn into fragments
her body in addition is weak & spent
in the atmosphere is thick resentment
cause she feels what he does
though no comparison in her mind
cause it seems he gets off scott free
with no bodily harm or discomfort for her to see
a woman fails to understand
that he can only take a stand
and choose to take care of his responsibilities
both their worlds are shaken up
spiritually they are both corrupt
stomping on the gift God has given
once smitten, once bitten
now on their knees seeking repentance
for the numerous sins they are plagued with
they should have been wiser
they were the liars
when they united together
in physical bliss their goals were amiss
and they still remain remain tarnished
because now the intent
is just to get it over with.
He cries, she cries
God cries over wretched people
cause with regards to sin
we all are created equal