In My Soul

My soul screamed like it was being murder like it was being burned alive and I smelled the smoke from within my insides and I wonder why, how, who set my soul ablazed I thought it was locked tightly away so therefore I was amazed that some arsonist snuck through my defenses and caused a smoke filled choking haze within my soul.

As it smoldered and spread I tried to think when I was mislead when was the flammable reagent fed to my soul. It hollared and my ears bled and the blood was a black as soot not red. I knew my sould was not yet dead cause I was still in pain hoping that it would rain to put out this raging flame inside me. I was an inferno from the inside out and rage took over my senses because of my ignorance, I needed to know what this was about. What did I do to deserve this torment, what did I not do, how was I wrong so I could repent. I wanted to be drenched by a great flood, I was seeking a showering that Is supposed to come from above but I needed it inside, I needed my soul to be covered like a glove either that or doused with a wet towel, arrrrgh the pain is unbearable, my insides feel like they are about to burst! am I under a curse? this pain is the worse aahhhhh my goodness can't anyone hear my soul wailing can anyone see me ailing, I am kicking and screaming with arms and legs flailing! There's an unending ailing from what I am missing

My muse

‎​There's a burning desire in my soul the flame emitted is pure blue from the intrigue I am feeling from you, ‎​This pain I"ve felt came from the absence of my muse. I guess I am addicted amnd need to use but I mist not tale her for granted. I must not abuse Though you leave my soul burning like an unending lit fuse, You are mystery and myth to me, far more beautiful than the earthly goddess nerfertiti, your light burns in the essence of me like the stars in the heavens looking down on me on us and I feel that this is umjust that inside me burns a strong lust The strongest desire I've felt in months. I am the moth to your flame, a wild animal you must tame simply with your presence you calm the raging fires in me, douse me flames of extasy, My muse you inspire me to pour out the words of my soul