Butter-Bee Fly

This is dedicated & was inspired by my good friend & proof reader MoMo, thank you forever & always!

The beam of light hit my wing, the sudden heat sent a jolt though me, it slowed me down, but couldn't stop my mission to harvest some honey, I had a goal and must see it to completion, no I don't do this for the queen, I do this for me! Been greedy for honey since the age of 3, matured a lil at 23, grew into adulthood at 33, now I am living free, free to go for my favorite treat, golden sweet honey! I pass over green leaves, fly amongst the trees not wasting my life laboring 4 the queen like those other bees, I'm harboring for me, the flower's scents are making me dizzy, I had no choice but to set down on a lilly, you see, I couldn't get my wings in a tizzy, I needed to get busy, so I shook it off & was ready to fly when I saw the most gorgeous butterfly fluttering bym. I said to myself Oh My and started a new quest which was just to say hi. She was moving rather fast, my small wings buzzed in overdrive, my heart was racing and I felt alive, I couldn't explain why but I wanted her in my hive! She dipped below a tree trunk, she rose above the tall weeds, she rose up above the field and the sunlight reflected her beautiful colors magnificently, I almost couldn't see, I had to dodge a tree, Damn I never saw a butterfly as beautiful as she, I wondered if she'd communicate with me intelligently or eratically, I mean even I think its rare to see a butterfly being chased by a bee, I caught up to her finally, sitting on a lilly pad, her beautiful wings moving slowly and melodically with the sounds of nauture's symphony and said excuse me Ms. Butterfly, my name is Mr. Bee, Heavy Bee that is" and she turned and looked at me, more gorgeous than a mystical fairy, and said diddley diddley deeeeee, she busted out laughing hysterically, and I had to laugh too cause she didn't know that her joke had no originality but it tickled me rather nicely cause she had a sense of humor that could make our time together pricey, basically priceless, so yes this busy bee must confess that I was happy this butterfly could jest. I played it off...

He tempts and teased, I am then eager to please this busy little bumble bee, but what is my fascination with the? Mr. yellow & black like that of a "FRAT" or black & yellow such an attractive fellow. Unlike the queen in a hive, I'm that different.... Ms. butt ah-fly, and I'm loving the way his buzzzzzzz is making me high!... His buzzzzzzz destined this rhythm his buzzzzzzz created this beat, with those "honey" scented words in each one of his tweets!! -Kisses

Chuckled and said well I am pleased to make your acquaintance My dear might I ask you name, your beautiful wings have attracted from afar, and made me alter my course just to bask in your flame

What is my name he asks as if he didn't already know, this extremely handsome floetic fellow... I play along with his game just as he'd wish, answering my name is Poetic but you can call me Ms.!!

Wow I can't believe this it seemed like she was playing a lil hard to get, call you Ms.? I surely will, Ms. Beautiful, Ms. Fine, Ms. Full of bliss, at this she cracked a smile, her wings floated again and I believe that's a sign she was giving for me to move on in. Our conversation continued, it flowed like the stream close by, there seemed to be a mutual interest between this bee & the butterfly. We took flight together, began exploring floral gardens as one, no fear in their differences, we operated in unison. Our thought patterns were the same, our ambitions supported by one another. We flew around discovering the world with new antennas & vision, we visited roses, we stopped at the violets but our favorite place became the lillies. A new life developed for us, she became the pollen of my eyes, we are a rare breed now call us the butterbee fly.

Star Gazer

When it came to you I used to be the moon
For me u always made some room
I used to float with the clouds
And to my dismay we reside in a shroud
Neglecting all reflective light
Seems like we've given up the fight
And now we stand facing one another in the ring
Waiting 4 the bell to ring
Confused as to whether the fight has just begun
Or is it over & neither of us has won
Both losers in this fight for love
What happened to our stars above
We can't give up, that's not what we're made of
I used to see constellations when looking into ur eyes
And nowadays we can't see eye to eye
Can u spy with your little I
Indescretion
Insecurity
Infidelity
Lack of intimacy
Immaturity
Inconsistancy
All of these have been you & me
Incomplete
No more sparkles, no more shine
No more sight, we both are blind
Only see what we want to see & many days that does not include you, that does not include me
The beast has become a monstrosity
The flowers are wilting, void of beauty
Void of color, void of life
Lonely husband. Hurting wife
The clouds have covered up the sky
No more wishes, no more tries
No I wish I may I wish I might
I'm still the moon but the stars are gone on this cloudy night!

Sonnet #1

I am inspired by shakespeare
To write these words
Glamored by his skillful hands
As he labored to tell of love
Love amiss, love such as this
The love of truth that blossoms in the spring
It shows no passion like that of a muse
Inspiring the creative thought, the artistic actions of the quill
Unbalanced & unending like the echoes in a well
The stench of angered haters milling about to wish true lovers demise
But love is wise, knowledgeable of the devils lies
It seeks life in the shining glare of lovestruck eyes

Today I Must Be Cliche'

As I got off the phone he could tell that my countenance fell
That my normal melancholy phlegmatic persona had left
He said to me “you look like you lost your best friend”
I did, sort of, not my best, but one of my closest.

You see it was she who walked by my side everywhere I would go
It was she who missed me when I was on the go
It was she who waited by the door for me to return
It was she who missed me and by her looks forlorn
It was she who protected me when she felt something was wrong
It was she who awakened me in the early morn

Today, for me, a dog day in hell
Minutes before I received the call my day was going well
in my mind though, I can’t let sleeping dogs lie
I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t so inside I cry
But I do lie like a dog
So now I am sick as a dog
And I wish I was treated like a dog
For at times I did her unjust
It’s a dog eat dog world
So I must do what I must
And I owe it to her to lie down with the dogs and get up with fleas
I’ve have to accept these feelings inside me
Before I can find peace

Then he said to me “smile it won’t kill ya”
But you can’t teach an old dog new tricks
Right now I need a fix
To get over losing my bitch
She died like a dog chasing cars
Leaving many scars
Me feeling ass backwards
Like the tail that wagged the dog
I am clouded by fog
So I run like a scalded dog
To bite the hands that feed me
And now the hair of the dog that bit me
Encourages me, uplifts me
A integral part of my own history
Thinking on the days when she was with me
I smile
Cause she inhumanly gave me the understanding
Of infinite love unconditionally…Roxxy